So here I sit in contemplation

Spazzy McRandombits wrote down some thoughts. Feel free to laugh, mock, think, or skip. I can assure you there is nothing of great importance here.

I am a unique person, there are many like me.
I like to be alone in crowded places.
I like to be alone with you, anywhere.

I think I am different,
I often wonder if that is because I cannot see how much we are alike.
Maybe it is just inexperience with interpersonal relationships. I feel like I climbed in a hole a long time ago and only allowed a few people to visit me there. It is so hard to get out of that hole and be comfortable. I think I missed out on a lot of life's good lessons.

It is so very strange. I have sat starving for a very long time but I didn't know why I was hungry. I did not know I was starving, let alone even hungry. I remember an emptiness, but not knowing what it was, there was no sense in crying about it. Now that I know, there is not enough time in the day to catch up. Focusing is so difficult. I want to read everything and meditate on nothing and grab a hold of all the things that make me smile and not let go. I want to know... ...all, experience most, and live great.

Don't mind my ramblings :) Love you all
"The problem with life is, by the time you figure out how to live, it's often too late." ~Unkown
I refuse to let it be too late and I will die trying to figure it out way before then :D